True events in my life.
All of these years with sorrow & pain on a daily bases in 24 hours a day.
My Life Story! I'm getting old! (Part 1):
What! War of Extermination? What's the Fuck going on! Lie after lie & still going on! In who's law?
I am a human:
I don’t want to fight, I don’t want to be trapped, I don’t want to be involved, I don’t want to be bad, I don’t want to create a problem, I don’t want to hate, I don’t want to argue much, I don’t want to be proud, I don’t want to act as if I'm bad or good, I don’t want to live in shit community & I don’t want to live among Vampires, brain suckers from above satellites or by a surrounding neighbors.
I don’t want to be forced to any brain or brains 'good & bad', I don’t want to be hacked, I don’t want all of this shit, I don’t want a business out of my sad soul to any of you, I don’t want to be forced connected to any media or to any mankind brain & I don’t want any to reach to my brain ever again. All of this leads to hell for all (SATAN JUNGLE LIFE) & (SATELLITES SATANIC NETWORK UMBRELLA).
I want to live in a normal life & not a fake one. Stop fooling around with me world wide. Arabs can't understand them selves to understand what is going on in this type of a life, or all faking it for all. Let all to know their God first, then speaks about International world wide PEACE.
My origin from:
I am a human belonging to a family. We are a family belonging to an origin same as any of any family in the entire world. Every body has roots & a family tree. A United Nation Family Tree is belonging to Mother side as well as to Father side mixing from here and there. Am I free to all? But also free from all. All God's! Shame for all to remain. All are guilty. Let them shove their prices in their assholes. All are straight to hell.
It is a Shit Game that lasted many years in my life. All are Satanic Network from many countries & locally the same.
Once there is something wrong still going on wearied it is once feeling is connected to many brains & satellites. Even dreams can be taken away to feed other brains & satellite channels. New modern technology been active for so many years from above to create an Umbrella of virus's world wide. We are a normal families after all, not a movie, business, war or world investigation or extermination to any. Victims are there & I'm one of them. Many years this Electronic Harassment been always there playing with different ways with many brains. Finally it's been approved by many sites. Where such sites came from? Where were them before.
God at the end showed the truth of what I was trying
to explain since a long time back. God remains the greatest, the 1st then world
wide peace & human rights. Never been given a chance to be me belongs to
me. What I got to do with Arabs! Once they took everything from me! And still
feeding them selves from my brain! Sharing them selves with everything I have even
from inner brain to keep on advising always about God & peace, while others
trapping & taking what I have still. Satellites still active over me where
ever I go or leaves, no where to go no where to hide. My cup of life only with
God. What I got to do with Muslims or Christians! Or Palestinians or
Jordanians! Or
Brains shit chat brings nothing but hell of a problem to many brains. Whispers from above satellites reaching the skull & from surrounded neighbors brains & talk to create much of fear & affect the human nerve system. In this way! All are infected by a SATAN Virus. Hard to concentrate of what in the brain to write about. My below story been wrote since a long time with much of the above mentioned. Bla Bla Bla even in the streets as if there is a war going on. People never end this type of habits which creates a big waste of time to a thinking brain. Day & night on a daily bases a non stop creates what?
Once all in a mixer what remains? This has to stop. It creates civil war that might spread to another locations, countries & become a world wide war. Life is in danger. History is in danger, families are in danger and everything is in danger. Viruses in the air cause what to all livings?
In whose law all created such problems? God or Satan! A full human body is under attack. Some one has to speak freedom, peace & God law of creation. We are HUMANS.
A True Story since When? Since the year 2000 & even before. Up to now going on. Previous events as below mentioned:
Due to brain connections & magnetic field affecting my brain, it's so hard to write to any of you.
I entered
During the time before Iraq Kuwait War & almost 10
months before I came to
She used to say I want to live in my aunt "my
mother" apartment, don't want marriage & don't want to go back to
Assuming that someone in the
With some nonsense I agreed to get the marriage done but tried to stop it 2 day's from happening but was too late after all the arrangements been taken. High cost from my mother to be given to so much: Gold, Dresses, Hotel, Ball-room, drinks & food other than advertisement Wedding Cards. Most of people I never knew who attend the ceremony but .relatives were not much. A 400 persons or a bet more
Had a real big party one day before in uncle's apartment & went home with so many headaches. Next day the marriage at the church & I had a problem with my witness stating I don't want this marriage. Then to the hotel.
So far I didn't know anything about my father since childhood knowing he was dead. One day during Iraq Kuwait War, setting at home with mother & a pregnant wife receiving a phone call from a lady asking about me, telling why you don't care for your father?
She was his wife & he's still alive!!!!!! I got shocked, mother asking what's going on? Wife looking & I taking her address wanting to give them a visit.
Mother telling me don't go & wife asking wanting to come with me. Mother getting so angry to say you & your wife if you both left the apartment don't come back. I had to till her I want to see my father!!
So I & wife left.
Reaching to the location, entering the house, seeing
the lady that I yet to call mother, seeing 2 sons of her, my brothers from dad
side!! They welcomed me & they were pleased to set with us, looking at us
& ask. She said that all of these years your father that we still call Abu
Nabil were looking for you & sisters. Knowing you living in
Suddenly a huge old tall man came from one of the rooms facing me & wife. Looking to me and saying my name, I stood & he hugged me with care & his hands were closing on me. He was my Father. After 25 years of age & for the first time being hugged from him. He started to speak with me in Arabic language & me to think of what he's speaking about.
His accent was strange to my ears.
He didn't speak much, but his wife did most of the time. I came to know I also have a small sister to those brothers of mine! But she was poisoned by neighbors while she was a child & died. Leaving them with God hands to return back home & my father is a Muslim. He converted to get married to his wife. Knowing that I been with a Muslim Family. Going home reaching to the door, knocking but no answer! So we went to the car & tried to sleep. Suddenly my mother came to ask us both up to the apartment. Then we went to bed. Next day was horrible, faces, not speaking, anger & not knowing what to do. So I said let's just let go! What's the problem? When we started to speak the anger started to vanish.
To me, I still say it was a family marriage since the
day I entered
During this period I use to work so hard & much of extra hours like over time but without paying. Used to sleep in staff accommodation 6 day's & the seventh to go home to get my clothes watched & get a clean ones, spending one day with wife & mother until next day to leave to dead sea.
I was living in a strange world! Other than the one I
got used to in
During this time my elder sister from my own mother
was in
One day I have been called by father to give them a visit to learn about something else. So reaching to meet with a strange lady with a huge black cat almost a big dog!! She was looking to me with big smiles trying to speak to me but she didn't know any Arabic or English. All what she knew is German language. My father used to speak many languages & she used to speak to him, my brothers & their mom. All used to speak to each others but me cant share! But only in Arabic.
I came to know that she is my eldest sister from dad
side from the first wife of he's. She used to have a brother, but been killed
with her mother in war a long time back in
Some German family adopted & took her to
One day my father brought his daughter & his two
sons to the
Later on, we worked for almost 2 years in the same hotel & both were busy most of times & hard to speak to each others & I were so ashamed for not knowing how to. But always thinking of her & how she's doing at work. She used to sleep in one of hotel rooms with a local lady sharing with & both actually were working in the clinic. One day while I'm standing at the front disk, a phone call from a lady that been asking for a reservation for a group just to enter for a day use at swimming pool area.
I answered & gave best comments & welcoming. She asked about my name & suddenly she said ohh, you're from Polaski family!
Your father Abu Nabil you Nabil? I know your father
& I'm working in the Royal Castles of kingdom. She was pleased to talk to me.
She said the group is the Pakistani family of prince Hassan guests in
Another incidence, I heard that the present King
Abdullah of
Once in my day off end of week at home, my father
& his daughter gave us a visit to meet with my mother. All of them were
pleased happy & had lunch with us. My wife wasn't there at this time she
was in
We sat & spoke so nicely then they left. I came to know that he was working also in Royal Castles of kingdom.
My mother was feeling ok & her anger gone with the wind for good. Life has so much to give & to yet to learn from.
What was my father, what was he doing, what he gone through!!! I don't know. All what I know is: He's from a Royal family that suffered a lot a communist, then getting married to my mother Christian, & finally marrying to a Muslim. This from father side. From mother side I only have two elder sisters.
One day been called by the chief accountant telling me a bad news that my father is dead & I have leaved to attend the funeral. I went been introduced to Prince Raed brother of King Hussein & he said that Prince Hassan is sad for your dad's death & shake my hand with a hug.
My German sister was standing beside the prince & I stood beside her while Sami my brother son of my father digging a left side in the hall to put the body of my father to block with stones then to cover the crave. All did pray then we all left & gone home. I felt bad & sad but did not cry because how many times I met & sat with him! All my life I had been asking about & when I knew him he dies of a heart attack been approved by the university hospital. A big lose to me for not being close to him & had nothing between.
Next day getting phone calls from Mrs. Debora that works in British embassy stating that he my father been a good person he love me so much as a good son & I am intelligent person just like him & to wish me all the success in life. Thanking her to end the call.
Another call from some one I don't know, but he stated that he's from al Taweel family regretting & encouraging me to understand that my father didn't die because of heart & he never had any problem with it!!! Did not understand him & what he was talking about!!! Then I went to work trying to ignore & not to think about anything.
Few months later Zegron my German sister had to leave
back to
Once at the work place where I used to work as a cost
controller at the
While I was performing my duties at the hotel, thinking of how to have a control over the over loaded titles & the pressure that me to have a full control of such duties! Hearing The Chief Accountant from down below the office complaining & abusing of my inner thinking while he was leaving! I was thinking & assuming that all are playing & there is a leak some where in the administration & some of the stuff might seek to personal zigzag ways for illegal money. The System of control is there but some one has to make sure that it goes the way how is supposed! some one called a controller. This Controller is me.
Performing such a job needs some respect from all.
Trying To stick around with my job but it was so much like forcing me & not
giving me time even to think & all were like scanning on me! Been Requested
To Leave the post of General Cashier for
a while by the Manager & Chief Accountant just to take inventory of some
closed warehouse or guest room that they put many items in it & closed.
During this inventory many cashiers came & Asks for some change for a
smaller cash notes. I had to leave to grant them because of guests &
visitors. Having such inventory during afternoon while hotel loaded by visitors
were unnecessary & they didn't wait for me when I have time to do it! It
was by forcing a like. Me under their commands & below their titles have to
do what they ask. During this inventory they send some one to check on me &
tell me that my inventory is wrong not waiting me to end, recheck & to hand
over the sheet singed by me to them. So they made me like unwanted person. I
had to leave for good & go back home. The Owners of this hotel is Nazzal
Family, a Christians who owns a number of hotels in
My History with them is as follows:
Worked for the first time & took Training at the
Finally the above mentioned at the
During my work in Philadelphia Hotel, the General Manager (owner) comes & checks with some Avo-meter or radiation tester or what ever it is! My location where I were setting in the administration office.
Never knew what was going on. As what I see here I was under scan period by satellite but no one told me about & never gave any tension to it because I don't know. Some offer came to me after that to travel to UAE as a cost controller & I left due to family problems & not finding job else where. I had to leave Jordan after divorcing my wife due to lot of problems she & her mother did to me & because I felt I'm not welcomed from all surroundings but not feeling me under pressure of satellites! just a family problems & bad luck in finding a job in same field.
Worked in Emirates/ Abu Dhabi with in large restaurants in one location that had a large Tent which can accommodate almost 1500 seated Pax for local wedding parties. A number of cruising restaurants with different sizes & out side caterings. I did a good job there & gave the best I can. During this period I used to have lot of pressure in mind & concentrate on the work wanting to have a success & I did. Sometimes used to have so many headaches in my room at staff accommodation seeing lot of sparks! & had to leave the room for a long walk. Used to finish the work, go to room, then to walk & do some shopping from time to time. Wanting to think of my son & mother most of time but feels so hurt from the past. Wanting as any one to have a friend & later on I did find a nice looking Chinese Girl at work & she was so much good to me approaching to almost like a wanted wife to my conscious. I spoke so much about my son after working hours & she spoke so much about her daughter. We were so close to each others as if we were married.
This relation was not welcomed by where we both were working. I used to have so many problems at work from time to time concerning her & before knowing her. Wanting to find my self for tomorrow but were under unknown pressure never knew what was it. During this period used to call mother & son to speak to, once my mother called me & said that I have to send her power of attorney concerning my son because x wife took him & ran away to Bethlehem. My son was under custody of mine & my mother by court. She requested that me to send it as soon as possible in order to get my son back. Regarding this period I used to send money to her to give the advocate (My lawyer) plus on a monthly basis used to send money to my son for 3years.
Knowing this Chinese girl & telling all about & never cheated on her. After getting him back to my mother by law my ant & her son, a brother of my x-wife came to my mother & spoke that the son either to live with his mother or his father & gave her a hell of a time. She called & spoke all about. I used to update my Chinese lady & she used to calm me down, feeling sorry for me & I used to feel the same for her regarding her daughter. We both were so close & so good towards each another's. Even we were having difficulties we stick together.
Once I decided to leave to Jordan after the first year work of mine to meet with family & found that my x-wife, son & mother. Felt that me as a stranger & couldn't remain to continue complete month, so I staid for almost 10 day's only then went back. That was before knowing the Chinese lady. Continued the month in Emirates using the accommodation & entering a health club. I felt since the 1st day in Abu Dhabi me not alone but didn't give a damn or worry. Used to be in so much pain in brain & I had to go out of the room for a long walk on a daily bases.
Expending my money a lot of money in places where I could drink. Doing it just to fill full my time & to ease the pain. Used to think much of everything. Seeing people having friends, enjoying & having fun while me suffering from memories & past. Having nothing but to work as hard as I can. Wishing to ensure a good control at all times. Working with deferent nationalities Indians, Philippians, Chinese & Arabs from Morocco, Jordan, Syria & Egypt.
I were under so much pressure due to my previous past & work problems. Me alone most of times. Learning about the roads & used to go to sea road to set to relax & later on I used to take my Chinese friend after knowing her to sit with over there. Looking at all people passing & we used to speak a lot for what we will do together in the future. We used to have our own dreams like & thoughts having we both in a real romance together most of times. She used to make me a real nicest Chinese food & I used to eat so much from her sweet hands.
Never wanting to harm her feelings. I don't know! Voices enters my brain makes me to think but were not in my mind to think about what it was & used to ignore. Thinking that it's a natural or some un logic for what I'm going through with such up-normality & a thing as if does not have an existence. It was not affecting much, but the pain was always there.
Never thought that others can scan my mind or maybe those who is close & wanting me bad or good! I don't know. I might think bad & gain bad! Just because I'm thinking??!! But that was not much as what I felt later on for many years.
Time Passes & after the second year of work before
the third year of few months I decided to leave back to Jordan for bringing my
son to keep with me in Abu Dhabi, the approval certificate from work & from
authorities been approved. So I left to
Thinking:
Scanning on our brains & memories even while dreaming or fucking! (Me & x wife). In whose law? Making Black Market over the world for blue movies? What a business!
Never knew that we were or me were under satellite
scan even during my stay in
Been advised to stay in
Promising my Chinese lady that I want her no matter what & I'll do my best to bring her to Jordan to stay with me & family, thinking that I can be working to settle down for ever. But things never happened in this way! I used to call her & she used to call me most of times. We both were in so much wanting each others but nothing helped me to even help her. She used to call my mother son & speak to. I felt so sorry for me & for her.
Remembering:
During my stay in Emirates a Persian cook from
At work they never grant me any PC or office & been asking me to full fill my Job & to teach a store keeper. I had to leave them after 2 months to find me another hotel. I did try my best but it seems impossible because a nice satellites of shit Arabs. They having Satanism network & share my brain since a long time back.
with the china lady! What I can do? Nothing. So I gave up on a hope
During The Scan Period with pain
Finding no luck in life trying my best but being under
Satan force that many can enter my brain to give me so much pain! Since the day
I entered
Many people got involved with my life, some were good & much more were so bad. Bringing me to politics, religions, questions & answers, blaming, reminding, redirecting my thoughts & thinking & much more pain with much bla bla bla, fear from surroundings & some assuming that me an a king adviser. Leaving me not to live with me. That yet to read about.
So during this period having my self connected over
the internet knowing a good lady an American one for six months almost day
& night. Deciding to get married & might then to leave to the
Read my American wife story & other ones. During the scan period
my American wife:
I have been Involved with Internet Use, finding new
friends from all over, having many friends as any of you. one day knowing her
from
Agreeing with no cheating to get married in
Finally she did accept to come from all over to Jordan, getting married, knowing my son Roger, mom, & both sisters of mine.
Living together, learning from each another's, remaining together for about 2 months almost. But taking a discussing for her to leave because things changed from her part. Deciding us to separate due to unknown behaviors of her. She did not get a long with my mother & she was under pressure acting strangely with me. She gone sick & doctor been brought & asked for some tests, giving her medicine. 2 Day's later she had to leave.
We stayed in contact through internet & one day
she surprised me by stating that she's pregnant. How that can be! 2 Week after
the Lab Test! & she was in period when she left! is it true? Well she
started to say that she loves me & she wishes to come back promising she'll
be ok & she should change Her attitude & to love me more. But I should
give her a chance to prove her love to
me. To start submitting our documents to the American Embassy in
Finally I did accept telling her please come. She came with presents, some for my son & some to keep at home Angels Statues.
We started to give each others chances for love & truth. Frankly saying she was good & trying very hard. But she did not know things of what exactly going on from the space as if I knew! Jordan Space, the Satellite Station & Shit Satellite One. I didn't know still. Any how she did prove she's pregnant by bringing those pictures showing baby In her. One day she wished to check on, I took her & in the clinic she asked me to go to exchange some Dollars to pay the clinic.
When I came back she had the examines & I did not see anything. So we went back home. 2 Times traveling from the States To Jordan on her own expenses turning back the first time on my own.
Things were much better than the First Time between us, starting to do the necessities to finish the visa's documentation & loving each another's.
I knew there were something going on, strange things with her. She started to act as if she's crazy. Shouting at TV screen! Seeing things as she stated. Weird she said. Un logic. My self did not know exactly what was going on. She was under pressure by unknown.
God what is going on?
Telling me that she counts the blocks in the bath room! What this means? She like to count! So what! I wanted to understand her, but the truth been far distance from & between us!
We did finish all the Embassy paper routines. She decided to go back to the States to wait for me & son while me to enter the M.C.S.E course.
I had almost six months to finish the course &
after six months to enter
Studding so hard & over the Internet for Questions
& Answers. Not getting enough sleep & my time were so un stable,
wanting to end this course in order to assist me working a long with my hotel
experience in
To be A family man. Wanting us to grow with love & peace. We both agreed on these facts taking decision for her to leave to wait & to deliver the child in the States. (Course, Visa's & Delivery) Not to waste time.
She left on my expenses wishing each others God's best guard to accomplish this dream to come true. Things were so ok for both of us me & her just to wait to start a new life.
One day her mother emailing me saying that Pamela Is Sick & dangerous pregnancy & The child is in danger. Saying that I to leave to the States as soon as possible. I been so intension during my studies. Trying to simplify the situation on all, not wanting to leave before ending the course.
Having the both emigrant visa's Yellow Envelopes Expiring Six Months Starting From Date Of Issuance. Nothing to rush because M.C.S.E Is a must & I did pay for the entire course.
The problem was not sure were she her mother or her? Even though I was not sure, but agreeing to continue with the course & it's better for all of us.
Trying to study while worrying about everything! So hard it was. Can't do anything. Emails from both sides she & her mother, giving me no chance & forcing me to leave to the States me alone without my son to check on my wife & to be with because she was really sick & delivering the child. It was shitty situation & hard on me.
Then started to have notices that they will draw their sponsor ships & will be hard to go to the states. Then receiving an email that they already send the Embassy & me no longer belonging to my wife & my daughter Lilly.
I referred to Embassy & they stated that me to hand over the envelops & me to solve the problem with my wife. How should I solve the problem with my wife over the Internet? While satellite shit playing with incoming out going emails! Where is the truth? Where is God? Along with other Arab countries collies satellites.
In the year of 2000 I got married with an American Lady Pamela.
She sudden started to yelling at the TV. Because some
mother fucker used to speak to her (Sound Mixing) in TV. She used to count the
blocks in the bath room because she been under scan by the satellite of
She had to leave back to The United States of America. She been under so much pressure. I did realize this after her departure.
An American Lady been attacked in
Since that day & I'm suffering by those shit
Bedouin those who works aT the Satellite Stations some in Baqaa & some in
Balqaa having entertainment by screwing human minds & creating corruption
between. Terror, horror & madness. Through me & who ever I know. I took
a part in helping Peace Using My Bright Side Of My Brain, they Kept punishing
me day & night. I did my best to show God existence & A Way To Heaven.
I did try my best to leave to U.S.A but I believe Jordan & Arabs not
wanting me to leave because they the ones who attacked
A news paper telling me in my horoscope to dress well,
sit & face TV screen. Many voices shouting not letting me to sleep, asking
& forcing me to open the TV. Ok I'm saying to my self. So I did set &
faced TV. Guess what? Jordan TV along with voices from U.A.E people that I knew
& worked with, scanning my brain & speaking to me! While
Then Sept The 11th Started With Al Qeida Osama Ben
Laden & made it much harder on me. This is the truth of what exactly I been
through. Fuck you
I only lived with my American wife 2 months & never hugged my Lilly. Thanks to whom? Nice movie for all sharing? Nice peace! Demon's Devil's & Satanism. Murderers, killers & shit brains.
Inputting, outputting human brains! What about GOD? Shame on you all. I hate politics & all of it nothing but lies. The big ones eats the younger ones & so on! What shit life you shit satellites made out of mankind? Go to hell. Who is making war now? Whose fault it is? Un forgivable sins & mistakes you made out of your selves Arabs & to all mankind. You shit satellite stations. You shit brains were scanning on both of me & wife while fucking & licking each others!
Nice Muslims! Fuck You Arab Countries. Nice Movie!
What I got to do with this?
Some assumed it is a cold war, some states that it's investigation, some say's it's for peace & some still seeking to keep on blaming even through TV screen by playing with chars & voices sound matching mixings assuming that it is a virus. Forgetting that my life gone on waste, not doing anything but keeps on killings & shorten life with pain. What about God? For who long this should go on?
What Shit Brains I'm facing or maybe others feeling the same? I leave it to God once there still a believe in mighty God the only one who created the entire universe. Now all are involved & secrets grow too many day after day because of insisting of satellites of going on with such package of NASA's. What still yet the future to go on with. Read to learn more & more.
One day while I was under so much pain trying to get a sleep, trying to eat some food! But even the food has no taste at all! No sleep but so much pain that was in me because all around were so much Bla Bla in my skull & brain scanning, speaking, fighting & giving me hell. My believe in God & asking God of what is going on with me? Finally & after 10 day's I slept a long sleep after seeing Kings from haven smiling faces giving me peace to sleep.
10 day's with so much pain in the brain, the surrounding down below neighbors where so much bla bla about what comes to my brain & inner feelings, other than the satellite & voices telling & forcing me to open TV to watch. & they connected me with voices from Emirates some people I worked with before to give me as if an investigation as all man kind setting to watch what going on. I turned it off once I noticed went to bed to take a nap at least with so much pain in heart & brain. They were on my bed beside me. Angels they were with so beautiful faces to send me to good sleep & it was with no pain. I used to be so much afraid to dream, to think, to see any vision in my inner brain. Some images like by force comes, movies with Arabic translation also I used to read while my eyes closed. Used to think once they read my brain I might give harm to some one. Memories any of it was so much pain not to think about, but they kept forcing.
Even though they made me to loose everything even my dreams & coming thoughts of still wanting to leave. Me with no hope to live among any people or they might suffer because of me. Having me trapped at all times.
When I got up, mother called to tell me to drop Um Farris the old lady to her house. I was still under this comma! My brain was not clear & still thinking of what exactly those eyes of mine saw before sleeping. On the way I saw King Abdullah's brothers blocking the street by their cars while I'm holding her hand to cross the street. Thinking of them & suddenly I saw The King him self along with two men standing on each side of him at the entrance of her house. They left him approached to me & one of them whispered in a low voice & said PEACE! I didn't know what is going on!
When I passed the king with her concentrating on the ground while walking, he turned & looks at me to say in anger mode "what about peace?" I look back & said peace upon you too.
When I approached the building entrance I looked back & there were nothing, it was like just a dream or Ghosts gone with the wind!!!
I went back home, setting with mom to watch the TV.
But same it was, something wrong still going on I feel it & don't wish to speak to any about.
Next day morning, after coming back from work interview, I saw Um-Farris in the road & she called me to her house. Entered & sat down, she switched on the TV & I saw the Prime Minister Abu El Ragheb & the king besides filling the screen.
The king was looking up! & the prime minister was looking at me!! Shouting in anger at me!! Look what you brought us in to!!
Looking at TV. Wondering is this real?!! & still my mind not clear. Aum-Faris (Old Lady) said, like this you made the king angry! Why you made him angry?
I said, I didn't do anything to make him angry & what I got to do with him! Then I left to my home. It was real bad time at all times to me & I used to say, at least there is God.
MY STORY WITH NASA Programs Along With
Been so afraid, confused & not getting the point of what they want by enforcing me to or for!
To please your own people Jordanians! Making them to carry sins & mistakes to the rest of their lives! (Satanic) Are they having fun? During the scan period on me!
What I saw In TV: I saw all presidents such as Mr. George Bush along with Saudi King telling me don't worry, pointing at me: Look at him "me" he is afraid! We want you "Me" to live.
Seeing Sadam Hussein of
Seeing Osama Ben Ladin playing with his beard &
looking at me with sharp eyes. Seeing King Abdullah the 2nd of
Then next morning, a real military helicopter passing
by so close above the building roof
while I'm at the apartment in last floor. Me, son & mother to fear
from such huge sound. Vibrating the
What I saw In TV: Seeing Princes Haya & an old
lady beside her as if both were living in
I Remember:
This Sheik Mohammed of U.A.E, I heard from his own
people, that he's a drug dealer & he's a biggest merchant of such things in
the
Heard since a long time back that princes Haya being
involved & ran away with some one from al Taweel family. A Palestinian who
was living in
Then, the King Along With His Brothers gave Street Visit To Me! It Was Real King Saying What About Peace? While me Taking an Old Lady Aum Farris A Jordanian From Karak state in Jordan To Her House. Below The Building Where she was Living.
What I saw In TV: Next day seeing the Jordanian Prime Minister Abu Al Rageb beside the King of Jordan yelling to me or at me & saying look what you did to us! That was in Aum Faris apartment & she asked me why did You make the King angry? I said Did I! During the scan period with or without pain ask your selves!
Well what's wrong with everyone! I'm saying to my self. What the fucking shit going on? What I got to do with any of them? No reason at all for them to do this because it is a breakage of the main rule of God's Creation. No one has the right to do this to a brain of a human (Me). Is it a virus in the air? If it is then they all are nuts, Bedouins, crazy, shit & apes. Where are real good hearts & minds gone?
Creating nonsense out of them selves & starting a
3rd World Wide War! Connecting countries trough TV! So shame. describing the
meaning of terror & horror by own selves by the Arab Leaders in a
conference that held in
What I saw In TV: My neighbor a Lady Nawal Salaitta a
Jordanian from Madaba state in Jordan laying on train railway as if she wants
to suicide her self but some ones comes & take her hand to tell her it's a
movie. She also used to shout through her opened windows & say's with a
greedy voice finish it tell him who is his father! She's living a floor below
me under my bed room. Once I did hear a voice approaching to knock my door, So
I went to check it out looking through the door eye, she was there spitting on
her hand, whipping her eyes, a black line on eyes was there, pretending crying!
Knocking the bell & I opened the door. This type of
What I saw In TV: Seeing my friend Mazen Al Salaemeh a
Jordanian from
Seeing my friend Sanousi from
This Sanousi, mother & sick sister (Cancer) were accommodated by my mother to care for his sister. He was out when I saw what I saw in TV.
So much pain I took from neighborhood, not giving me a break to live my life even! Who did this to me? Why? For what? In who's law? Give me one reason! But unfortunately the bad people hooked to my ass. They fooled me in several ways during these years of what? Playing with my destiny, way of thinking & Bla Bla even while I'm dreaming, thinking, shitting or pessing, fucking & living. They cut the way on me even to find a way for living. Submitting my CV to several places.
Even at work when I used to work, they were scanning & inputting, outputting mind to minds & vise versa.
Welcome to
Some people that cheated on me during this of much suffering are stated below with their story with me & how of what they did to me & to my entire life:
Neighborhood, when people started to Bla Bla &
interfering in my own life & own brain, they took everything from me by
scanning & Bla Bla between them self's about me. My mother fallen sick,
suffering from liver cancer, been accommodated many times at the hospital,
costing my sister much of money & later, been told by the doctor that she's
going to die. My sister & her husband came from
Their story with me as below during the scan & bla bla period with pain in my brain:
Sorry for my poor English. I cant concentrate much. Trying my best.
By: Nabil Zegord Konz Kurt Polaski
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